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setiap tahun pun begini..I've been waiting keep on waiting..but no signs at all..i sometimes wondering..Is there hope for me? I try not to give up and keep on trying and searching for solutions..

Addicted to Seth Tan

Dear blog,

MasyAllah..I was addicted to malay drama called Nora Elena a slot at TV3..now aired every Mondays-THursdays...wah2...it's like dah lama tak tengok cerita melayu ni..tetiba sangkut plak dengan cerita ni..It based on a malay novel called Kasih Yang Suci,it has been published quite some time I think..not sure whether i used to read it or not. I think I've seen it somewhere..maybe at Kak Tanty's?? herm...

Tapi yang tak boleh blahnya, I was like head over heels with the pelakon name Aaron Aziz..he is so hunk..i love his character as Seth Tan in the drama. and love Siti Saleha as well..good combination and chemistry. Love it...I was like watching re-runs of that daram at tonton.com.my like a 1000 times..siot je..I never been like this...not to watch malay drama k??but this drama really caught my attention and mind and I was like obsessed!! I need therapy!!eheheh...

Can't wait for the next episode where they will get married..eh before that..it's like Saleha's decision whether to accept Seth Tan or not?hermmm..ala..they will get married after all..huuhuh..damnnnnnn

Ok bye2 for now...sorry for the kemerapuan...aku memang giler sejak semalam....

love

Moxes

After 2 years

Dear all, hey..I'm back...thinking of writing again...yea yea...after 2 years plus plus...hehe...I'm married...last I check, I wrote about the feelings of getting married and some preparation..ok, just cut it out....

Mukaddimahnya, I am now a wifey to my beloved husband, Mnuox...being a wife making me a bit wiser( i dah bertudung ok), a good cook (i guess), and etc ..so many good things happened within our 2 years plus of marriage. But unluckily, we haven't got any rezeki to conceive. InsyaAllah the day will come. Allah knows best. I believe in that.

Ok, let's recap a bit of what I've missed for the past 2 years.

2008:

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I got married! solemnization and the reception held on the same day. Had a blast.

The week later, went for menyambut menantu di Kampung Mnuox and then off for honeymoon at Aryani Resort, Setiu. God bless our marriage. Had a great one...

**I'm starting to get bored now on memorizing moments...*sigh*....

btw, all in all...2009...somewhere in March, I fall sick and was diagnosed of having dengue fever but the mild one...got 2 weeks MC...best...but tak best sebab sakit...lemah badan..

After almost a year of marriage living in a rental flat, we finally gotta a key to our OWN house.. Alhamdullilah...my husband and I really "bersyukur" that at this point of age, we can afford to buy a house, a landed house..praise to Allah..and I also thanked my beloved Mummy who've been pushing me to buy the house and also being the money lender..eheh..I love you Mummy..

But for your info, to date, my house is still not furnished...we can't afford to buy anything yet..we will be slowly saving our money to buy the best one..some said.."ala..beli je dulu dekat cavenzi and other 8 in 1 package buat syarat" ..the answer is NO NO NO.. I don't want...not that i berlagak ke apa..hello..i thinking of long term usage..bukan nak pakai setahun dua...at least the furniture that I'm going to buy must last at least 10 years and so..kalau ada rezeki baru lah tukar yang baru..so, I need time and an amount of money to buy the good ones...I think I'm wise enough..hehe...

I think that's all for today as of this evening..I will continue writing (if not busy/malas) tonight...

see ya! happy reading ( ada ke??:p)

Lotsa love

Ayuni

It's been so loooongg!!

Hi Peeps..It's been so long I haven't updated my blogs..but I know.. No one is reading mine coz i never publicized this except for one person..Achu.. Haven't heard from her quite a while..erm..I'm now happily married with Mr. Anuar Mat Deris..although we always fought( came from me) huhu.. Syukur Alhamdullilah that everything was went well in our almost 7 months's marriage..It's just that I haven't show any signs of being pregnant : ( which make me feel very upset and devastated.. I know that the problems came from me..but I will try my very best to conceive..I want to avoid taking those fertility pills or whatsoever.. I want to give it a try..means naturally..

8 days to go of becoming Mrs Anuar

My title will change within 8 days..damn..so cepat...my feelings still vague..not that aku taknak kawin..Im so ready..mentally, physically and sexually...huhuh..Aku rase tahap nervesness aku ni dah memuncak kot...serba tak kena..Actually..banyak benda lagi yang aku rase uncertain..

a) What to wear for bertandang? the one i bought tidak diperkenankan oleh my mum and others...
b) Do I need the make up artist to stay or not? sebab sapa nak touch up muka i nanti...oh no..if to make her stay..$$$$ melayang lagi....brapa tah die charge
c) Do we need to rent a hotel right after the kenduri??untuk melunaskan ape yang patut?
d) Apakah ramalan cuaca pada hari kiteorang berhoneymoon di Aryani Resort Setiu? Risau jugak sebab kat pantai...my aim to go there is to explore Merang beautiful beach and its surroundings..from ape yang aku baca..this place is sooooooo nice..no wonder its price is sooooooo nice as well..
e) Sapa yang nak pasang signage kat tepi2 jalan tu??ish..keje bahaya tu..who who who??sebab tak cukup kakitangan..
f) Adakah aku nak pakai tudung masa sanding nanti??hehehe...sebab my late Daddy dah pesan to wear tudung on my wedding day.
g) Adakah aku nak pakai inai kat jari ke tak?? my plan is takmau letak inai kat jari..just yang lukis2 je..becos..aku alah sket ngn inai ni..mcm darak je..herm..mane nak carik tempat henna ni..
h) AKu tak pegi mandi2 sauna tu takpe ke??takde duit lah eventho Julia did offer a special price dekat tempat die keje tu...herm..still have to pay..I want free...

Langgar Perjanjian
Just before raya..Me and Anuar decided not to see each other 2 weeks before the solemnisation..tapi...tup tup...terpaksa jumpa untuk setelkan pasal honeymoon and teman Mummy pegi DEMC nak jumpa ENT specialist..terlepas la sket rindu...now I'm counting days for my big day...tak rase mcm nak kawin pun ade...banyak benda lagi tak setel ni..huhuhu..tidakkk..yelah balik keje dah letih..aku kan travel 86KM every day..damn tired..

P/S: to all friends..for those who wants to give a "kinky" present..send it to me privately..jangan bagi dekat tempat banyak2 hadiah..nanti time upacara membukak hadiah..kemaluan besar mak..oraite..

2008 Recap

Hi folks! Welcome to my blog..before this..I love to read other people punya blog..so this is my turn pulak nak try2 tulis blog..macam best je tulis blog..so then nak try la jugak..Ok..let me recap of what's going on for 2008.. I know it's not end of the year yet..but nak update sikit of what happened till October..*wink*wink*

January 2008

I got hired by UPM as "kerani sambilan" dekat Post Graduate Unit..kerja for about 2 weeks..aku dah blah..aiyo..dun get me wrong..not that I sombong ke ape takmau jadik kerani..aku suka..becos..i love to learn from bawah..but rezeki aku dapat dekat satu media company yang gempak gitu dari Australia..Excited giler ni dapat offer daripada company Ostolia bangang ni...yelah..jakun keje ngan omputes2 ni semua kan.

February 2008

Bermulalah perjalanan aku di company Ostolia itu..there i met my precious collegues ( did i spell it rite?) Sally(my mates forever), G.G, Elise, Deva and Kak Mah...huhu...we are close..minus Kak Mah..memang excited giler lah...pastu training pulak...omputes pulak..erm..ape lagi...beratus2 ringgit abis membelanjakan untuk orang2 putes itew...nyesal tau..I mixed well with colleagues, working env. , tasks given..altho boring giler dok nengok news je..biz news plak tu..sepatah haram tak faham...but bole catch up lagi..


malas la pulak nak recap every month punya activity.. stakat ni la dulu..huhuhuh..